i am really trying to stop being so shy but it is so hard especially when people are so rude sometimes..... i have such low confidence but dont know why...i have tryed to be the sweetest most generous person i can be but to many people take advantage of that....i have alot of health issues going on that scare me i havent been able o see a doctor for them yet cause things are to exspensive these days....i dont really put myself first whenn it comes to me fun,laundry,me time,a day out, no babysitter so no date night with my hubby but i usaually dont complain all i care about is makin my god ,my husband ,my kids and others less fortanant happy first.....and can someone please tell me what a tru friend is ???when i was younger with a baby i dropped outta school and raised him now i am a middle school drop out with no diploma and no hope for a good career...but i was never the kind of teenager who even thought bout harming my baby just to be normal again i was raised with better morals than that mostley by my grandmother .......i love each and everyone of my kids with all my heart and nothing will ever change that.....i will say though my lord has definintly given me a second chance at life....i have been trying to learn that i can be a better person and people just need to except me for who i am ....
